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August 30th, 2009


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06:28 pm - welcome :)
first time posting in my journal, so i thought id start with a quiz to get to know me :)
names megan, 17, ottawa, canada
used to be bulimic, now ednos

nice to meet you !
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PEOPLE - 
[ ] ask if I’m bulimic 
[ ] call me fat  (..im sure they do behind my back)
[ ] say I’m skinny 
[ ] say I’m ugly
[?] say I’m pretty
[ ] spread rumors about me 
[ ] force me to eat 
[x] say I eat too much 
[x] wish I’d eat more 
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic (only a couple)


I WISH - 
[x] I was THIN  !
[x] I had a better body 
[ ] I didn't have to eat 
[x] I could control myself 
[x] I was under 100 lbs 
[ ] I could avoid food 
[ ] I could hide what I am 
[x] I wasn’t fat 
[x] I was pretty 
[x] I could stop being ana/mia

I LOVE - 
[x] feeling hungry 
[x] seeing a difference when fasting 
[ ] shaking (kindof actually) 
[ ] being weak 
[x] losing weight 
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic
[ ]] green tea 
[ ] diet pills 
[x] being able to turn down food 
[x] feeling good about myself

APPERANCE 
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. 
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. 
[x] I have many scars. 
[ ] I tan easily. 
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color. 
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. 
[ ] I have a tattoo. 
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. 
[ ] I have/had braces. 
[ ] I wear glasses. 
[?] I would get plastic surgery 
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. 
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings. 
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. 
[x] I have freckles.


FAMILY 
[x] I've sworn at my parents. 
[x] I've run away from home. 
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house. 
[ ] My biological parents are together. 
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. 
[x] I want to have kids someday. 
[ ] I've had children. 
[ ] I've lost a child.

EMBARRASSMENT 
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.  (oh god.. )
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.  *lion king, beauty and the beast, fox and the hound
[x] I've peed from laughing. 
[x] I've snorted while laughing. 
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. 
[x] I've glued my hand to something 
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. 
[ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.

RELATIONSHIPS 
[x] I'm single 
[ ] I'm in a relationship. 
[ ] I'm engaged. 
[ ] I'm married. 
[ ] I've gone on a blind date. 
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. 
[ ] I miss someone right now. 
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. 
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship. 
[ ] I've gotten divorced 
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. 
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. 
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. 
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY 
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. 
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher. 
[x] I am a cuddler. 
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain. 
[x] I've hugged a stranger. 
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY 
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't 
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. 
[x] I've snuck out of my house. 
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. 
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world 
[x] I've cheated while playing a game. 
[x] I've cheated on a test. 
[ ] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES 
[x] I've consumed alcohol. 
[x] I regularly drink. 
[ ] I can't swallow pills. 
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time 
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.  *never been assesed, but im quite certain i am
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset. 
[ ] take anti-depressants. 
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS. 
[x ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. 
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. 
[x] I'm addicted to self harm. 
[ ] I've woken up crying 
[x] I've lost weight 
[x] I've gained weight 
[x] My weight holds me back 
[x] Weight consumes me. 
[ ] I'm at my thinnest 
[ ]I'm at my biggest 
[x] I've lost weight and kept it off 
[x] I've lost weight but gained it back 
[x] My weight affects my mood 
[ ] I weigh myself daily 
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me 
[x] I thrive on compliments 
[?] I feel bigger than people who are my size 
[ ] I feel happy when I'm hungry 
[x] I get depressed after I eat - if i ate too much or something unhealthy 
[x] I've skipped a meal 
[x] I've thrown food away 
[x] I've spit food out 
[x] I've fasted 
[ ]I've taken diet pills 
[ ]i've used laxatives 
[x] I've purged

HAVE/HAD 
[x] Bulimia 
[ ] Anorexia 
[x] Ednos 
[ ] Orthorexia 
[ ] Over-exercising 
[x] Binge eating

[x] I exercise 
[ ] I exercise so I can eat 
[ ] I work out secretly 
[x] I work out daily  *try
[x] I exercise to counteract eating 
[x] I've fainted from exhaustion

I've done: 
[x] Weed 
[x] Cigarettes 
[x] Alcohol 
[ ] Diet pills 
[ ] Pain killers 
[ ] Anti-depressants 
[x] Ecstasy 
[x] LSD 
[ ] Mushrooms 
[ ] Speed 
[ ] Cocaine 
[ ] Herion
[ ] Other

[x] I keep my eating habits a secret 
[x] I have a ED blog
[x] I look at thinspo 
[ ] I collect thinspo 
[ ] I condone pro-ana/mia sites 
[x] I count calories 
[x] I've had negative intake days 
[x] I avoid food 
[ ] I hate food 
[x] I love food

[ ] I want to be this way 
[x] I don't want to be like this 
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] Being thin is my top priority 
[x] I don't want to get better
[x] I do want to get better 
[ ] I am in treatment

[x] I'm doing this for me 
[  ] I'm doing this for someone 
[x ] I'm doing this to prove that i have control.

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